Saturday, November 21, 2020
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Dad, I miss u so much words can't describe the hurt and emptiness Im feeling in my heart. I love u and will always hold u close in my mind. I love u so much and would give anything to sit and talk to u again. I'll see u at 9am this morning and at 2pm. I'll be one of the lucky 6 that have the honor of carrying the most amazing Father, and Best Friend!!! To rest in the arms of our Lord until I see you again. You have always been my TRUE LIVE HERO. I remember when you saved my life from being squashed from my body. By that Boulder! When u freed me from under it I honestly felt like I had Angels lifting me up. I felt so light almost floating. I wake up from dreams of flying quite often and have my whole life. It really breaks my heart that I couldn't be ur hero!!! when u asked Me to (please help u breath). If I could have given you both of my lungs at that moment I would have. I'm so sorry dad. I feel like I have failed u. Please forgive me. I'll be there to see u and talk to u often. Mom is crushed I can tell. I'm worried about her today. When we have to let u go. Please watch over her today. I just couldn't live if something happened to her today. I would absolutely lose it. I just want u to know it's ok u had to go. We know u wanted to stay as we All didn't want u to go. Thank u for all the love u have shown me in all of my 43 years I spent with u. I never knew it could hurt so bad losing you. Have a wonderful life there. And I'll be in touch love ur son JOHNNY (REB) GRAY. PS U CAN COME SEE ME ANYTIME!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.
